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Believing in Yourself

Sorry for the super long hiatus – as I always say…hehe.

I quit my job as u know. Lazed around, went to Taiwan for a month and enjoyed myself and wanna go back again (which I will I promise)

And I found another job. Same line. Just another place with much better working hours, pay and benefits.

So when I went to see my future employer (who is very scary by the way) she said something that struck me: ‘Well, all in all, you have to believe in yourself.’

I heard that before from my previous employer, except in different words :’ Trust no one but yourself.’

And my retort to that (my thoughts la, I didn’t voice it out): ‘How if I don’t trust myself?’

So how? You know how you get all those feel-good cards or sayings, all telling you to believe in yourself etc etc etc.But then I always find it hard. Especially if the decisions you make may cost a life. Then how?

Then, you’d get the ‘Trust God’ – yah, but not all of us have that unwavering faith every second of the day, and hear God’s voice every single moment (especially during those adrenalin rush moments)

I suppose, where I am now, I am not to bad la huh? Made some mistakes, made big ones, small tiny ones..

I suppose I shouldn’t focus on the negatives. And no, I”m not trying to draw sympathy or encouragement.. I just need to remind myself that if God made me, I am ok and alright. 🙂

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So Long no See

Man. That seems to what I say ALL THE TIME. Shame on me! It’s been 2 weeks since I have left my job and now am UNEMPLOYED! (and it took me so long to start blogging) It seems a bit shameless la, or rather I’m proud of it… but I’m happy! For now! Been catching up on all the projects (scrapbooking) I was meant to do. Forget abt Xmas cards la… by the time I’m done, new year liao… hehe.

Don’t ask me what’s next ok, although I have a fair share of pple asking me all that.. I DON’T KNOW (and I don’t want to care for now)

SO besides trying to finish up all my altered notebooks for my nurses and name plates for the vets (which I have lost all inspiration for so that stays on the table for a while) I have been taking photography class. It opened up A WHOLE LOT of things – besides just pointing your camera and press the shutter release- wah, really an art must think one… haha

And besides, IT’S MY BIRTHDAY!!  hehe. Oh well. old liao.next decade liao… i don’t feel old at all!

Ok la, rambling. Leave you with a cute cat I took during my photography outing.

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Oei.

You know what. I just wanna know WHO’S reading my blog.

Even if u r Xiu, or Mia. you still have to leave your name. if u don’t want to just say u r anonymous… ok?

Don’t ask me why I wanna know. I just think no one’s reading my blog…that’s why it’s really uninteresting…(in my opinion lah)

Thanks to u if u read it regularly – despite coming here to see I haven’t updated in eons…

THanks for leaving your comment to tell me u r reading it! 🙂

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Trying to revive this

I’m making my blog more ‘alive’…hopefully. 🙂

Like the sleeping cat above? I took it at some hdb carpark just outside sheng siong… it was just sleeping in the middle of nowhere!

Still got stuff to add.. playing around.. but hopefully I get this running soon!

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Protected: The woes of a vet

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Haha.

Just trying out a new blog…I'm crazy. Have got tonnes of blogs everywhere….

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The type of guys I like

We were walking to the Food loft at Marina Square when Mia suddenly exclaimed,'Eh! THat guy is SO my type!!' She was pointing at this UOB or Standard Charter Bank Ad with this guy who had single eyelids, small eyes with glasses. So typical her type. Then Diana turned to me and asked,'Eh Shu, dunno what your type is leh. What ah?'

I didn't know how to answer her and Mia said she really didn't know.

I like Takuya Kimura, big doe eye. I like Mayday's drummer Guanyou, single eyelid type. Ok, I remember doing this post…but I WILL do it all over again for u's.

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Takuya Kimura JUST IN CASE u don't know who he is. (if u really don't, I wonder where u have been)

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Kim Rae Won. Looked like Jetfighter, Mia. But I like his smile.

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I used to USED TO used to like him…now? Ok lah..but if he comes running to me, of course I take lah.

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This is GUan you of Mayday. ANd in case u r thinking, this is Mia's type not mine…don't ask me either…liking someone isn't rational. I just think he's cool.

Ok. See what Mia means? That she has no idea what my type is?

Of course, I gave this some thought.

THinking back to the crushes I have, I can only say, I like those boyish, KUAI KUAI type.

I think lah. Of course good looking guys I like, but I don't hump thump all mah. IN fact some crushes weren't that fantastic either. You can say, after looking at their looks, I go for personality lah.

As long as u don't look like a ham cheem bang and u don't have a personality that sucks….I suppose u fit my type.

Looks are one thing. Personality is very important. My legs don't just melt at a goodlooking guy…(like that I see takuya kimura or any other good looking actor I wobbly liao lah) the guy must have personality, that is why Guan You got through.

I watched a VCD that came with Mayday's album and that is why I thought he made a good boyfriend. Very zhi zhuo, very faithful. I like guys that show emotion. NOT CRY but as in when it hurts, they will express it, how to say? When they are in doubt, or not sure bout themselves, they will say it, not like some who macho macho must keep it inside.

I detest MCPs. I can't stand it when a guy thinks he knows everything… aiyah. I like it when guys show their weakness and insecurities and feel alright about it, Get wat i mean? I don't want to be domineering lah…or feel better about myself becos the guy is feeling down blah blah…but I feel that if a guy can be so open about his feelings, he would be a sensitive guy. Yes, the bottom line is, u need to be sensitive.

Of course, there needs to be a 'man' part of him, but he needs to let me be chor lor. He needs to let me try. But at the same time, he needs to change the lightbulb for me when I don't feel like doing it, he needs to do the plumbing (cos i dunno how to do), he can teach me at the same time, he needs to drive me when I don't feel confident enough to do so, he needs to let me have my freedom and yet be there when I need to rant.

ok. that is almost perfect. but see, of course i've got to compromise. cos such men, are extinct.

in fact, maybe at this age, most men rather call the plumber than do the plumbing.

Maybe I say ah, not all ah. So if u qualify, msg me. muahahaha. don't look like ham cheem bang can liao.

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If you can….

Got this from a forwarded email…

Inner Strength

If you can start the day without caffeine or pep pills,
If you can be cheerful, ignoring aches and pains,
If you can eat the same food everyday

and be grateful for it,

If you can understand when loved ones are too busy to give you time,
If you can overlook when people take things out on you when, through no fault of yours, something goes wrong,
If you can take criticism and blame without resentment,
If you can face the world without lies and deceit,
If you can conquer tension without medical help,
If you can relax without liquor,
If you can sleep without the aid of drugs,

AND

If you can do all these things,
Then you are probably the family dog.

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Stefanie sun concert

I know I haven't been blogging for some time cos as i said, my dad uses the comp at night and during the day? I'm either asleep or out or attempting to make my room a bit more liveable.

nothing much. went for stefanie sun's concert- was pretty good. I love the feeling of going to see a concert and often wonder if I could be standing there belting out melodies and feeling the range of emotions I imagine one could have standing on a stage, with 9,000 pple watching and applauding for you. Must be pretty overwhelming. But haiyah, fame is only temporary. It is like a balloon. You can rise high above the clouds, but it only takes a prick for the balloon to come crashing down to earth. Fame is only temporary.

Have been out late these few nights. Mia and I went for our SCGS reunion which was pretty alright. Most didn't change – those whose nose and eyes are high above their foreheads are still the same and those who were friendly still are friendly. We went to chill at Mackers for a while with DIana and Hee Hwey(?) and when they left, I felt a bit bored so WE WENT TO MUSTAFA!! hehe.

so at 1am. two girls roaming the never-ending shopping centre. There is everything!!! fwah. but it's not a very cheap place lah.

ok. dinner time!

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Goodbye student hood

In like 2 days time, I would be walking on stage (hopefully I don't trip), receiving my cert. I am bloody graduating.

Finally, many would say. The light at the end of the tunnel. In fact, the other end of the tunnel. I have reached.

But shit man. That means I am no longer a student. I no longer can have concession fares when I'm on the bus. It means that I have to be responsible. I can't take the back seat anymore. I have to be the driver. Shit shit shit.

Funny when we as students would say, 'I can't wait till I graduate' and now, as a supposed worker, we wish to return to the life of a student.

Oh well. I AM graduating.

5 years of my bloody life. NO more mugging, no more worrying about the stupid cow practical I am going to have the next day, no more sleepless nights, no more falling asleep in lectures, no more saying the wrong thing and being forgiven for it, no more acting dumb (my trick for getting less of a scolding), no more being a student.

Bye student hood. I will miss ya. Feeling a bit sad see.

Now I got to face the whole lot of questioning by people. So where are you going to work? Have you got a job yet?

NO.

and that will not determine who I am.

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