It's VET- ER-EEEEE-NAE-REE/EEAN. not VET-ER-NAEREE.
It's VET- ER-EEEEE-NAE-REE/EEAN. not VET-ER-NAEREE.
|you chose BZ – your Enneagram type is FIVE.
"I need to understand the world"
Observers have a need for knowledge and are introverted, curious, analytical,
How to Get Along with Me
What I Like About Being a Five
What's Hard About Being a Five
Fives as Children Often
Fives as Parents
Renee Baron & Elizabeth Wagele
The Enneagram Made Easy
Discover the 9 Types of People
HarperSanFrancisco, 1994, 161 pages
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Am in my mum's office now. Being a temporary coolie…took this off the notice board outside:
'Your time is limited, so don't waste it living someone else's life. Don't be trapped by dogma-which is living with the results other people's thinking. Don't let the noise of other people's opinions drown out your own inner value. And most importantly, have the courage to follow your heart and intuition. They somehow already know what you truly want to become. Everything else is secondary.'
Which is what I have been thinking this few days.
Pressure. Pressure to conform. Pressure to go find a boyfriend, pressure to do this, do that.
I don't like.
It's not that I want to be different or completely stand out. I just want to live the way I want it to be – values that I hold and stand by, principles.
Values and principles bring you nowhere you might say, but I would like to think that, at my deathbed, cliche as it may be, I can look back and think to myself, I lead a life that is true to myself.
I'm sure many have heard of this 'saying' – be yourself. no one does it better than you do.
It sure is easier living in someone's steps, someone's values-at least you don't have to think it out. And it is tiring to stand by your own values – it is but easier to succumb to the pressures people around you give and it is much easier just being a sponge.
What is having a boyfriend mean to me?
What is going to ZOuk mean to me?
What does SOCIALISING mean to me?
What does wearing G-strings mean to me? All just a tool to not have a VPL. But one great tool to get an infection.
See, life to people of my parents' and grandparents' generation is all about reproduction. Hurry up get someone to marry so we can chuan zhong jie dai. Now, life isn't that simple anymore. Women don't stay at home, sweep the floor, cook, take care of the baby and wait for their breasts to sag, women have careers, have a say and opinion. Life is much more complicated. Finding someone to be with is not easy and in fact, to some, it becomes a life time goal. Some want a lifetime partner, so they can have someone to lean on, some just need companionship.
I am not against that-in fact, it is good. BUT BUT BUT, I can't be so obscessed with it right?
Aiyah, I lost my train of thoughts. Someone just walked in and talked…………………….
Sleepy lah. Woke up at 6 just to get here.
Anyway, my bottom line is – live your values, your principles. Not the world's, society's. Not unless your principle is: follow the world. haha. then ok lah. Shui bo zhu liu.
I went to Bugis Junction two days ago.
As I walked out from Seiyu, the water fountain was spouting out water (duh). As water suddenly sprayed out of the holes, this little girl screamed and giggled with delight. As the water fountain did its normal routine, this girl was happily jumping up and down, giggling and screaming as the water sprayed up and down. Boy, was she happy.
Haven't seen some one THAT happy in a long time.
How I wish it was THAT easy to amuse me.
*deep breath* Shu, must learn to be happy in little things.
I mean, I should learn to find the good and to be happy in the little things. Easily contented lah u may say, but if I say easily contented, it might not motivate me to look to bigger things.
Oh well, fine line between greediness and happiness ain't it?
Damn. Resolutions. I promised right?
Me no procrastinate.
Me just have to fight for computer with dad AND come up with something, of which I'd try. I'm not exactly sure and I am bloody sleepy (woke up early to wait for the Ikea pple to deliver my bloody shelves)
Have no idea whether resolutions are meant to be fulfilled or issit just a tradition.
Aiyah. Make liao also no use! never fulfil one!
Oh well, I suppose resolutions are goals for the years..and without goals we will perish or something like that lah (it says so in the bible. without vision, people perish)
1. To be more courageous. DON'T HESITATE. in other words, be a bit more thick skinned.
2. be less of a anti-social I-HATE-PEOPLE person. I will try lah… but not guarantee huh.
3. Persevere more. I tend to get frustrated easily and then I give up, just because I get so pek cek.
4. THink more. I know I have more potential than now. I know I am not stupid. They say we only use 5% of our brain. wanna push my brain to be less lazy.
5. Talking about laziness, yes. To not be so lazy!! hehe.
6. Save, SAVE save!!! NO more buying silly stuff. Why? 1. To repay my loan for my future car.
2. for the long future, maybe enough money to open a clinic.
7. To stick with what is right. I know when I start work, I would be pressured to do things to earn money (whether it is right or wrong), pressured to take short cuts. It may not be right.
8. TO ENJOY LIFE!! woo hoo!
anyways, that's about it lah.
i'm sniffing away cos of the DUST I have roused up while cleaning my room. ……
my eyes are so itchy too!