Sorry for the super long hiatus – as I always say…hehe.
I quit my job as u know. Lazed around, went to Taiwan for a month and enjoyed myself and wanna go back again (which I will I promise)
And I found another job. Same line. Just another place with much better working hours, pay and benefits.
So when I went to see my future employer (who is very scary by the way) she said something that struck me: ‘Well, all in all, you have to believe in yourself.’
I heard that before from my previous employer, except in different words :’ Trust no one but yourself.’
And my retort to that (my thoughts la, I didn’t voice it out): ‘How if I don’t trust myself?’
So how? You know how you get all those feel-good cards or sayings, all telling you to believe in yourself etc etc etc.But then I always find it hard. Especially if the decisions you make may cost a life. Then how?
Then, you’d get the ‘Trust God’ – yah, but not all of us have that unwavering faith every second of the day, and hear God’s voice every single moment (especially during those adrenalin rush moments)
I suppose, where I am now, I am not to bad la huh? Made some mistakes, made big ones, small tiny ones..
I suppose I shouldn’t focus on the negatives. And no, I”m not trying to draw sympathy or encouragement.. I just need to remind myself that if God made me, I am ok and alright. 🙂