It’s 1.06am. Can’t sleep.
The stress at work is getting to me. Had 2 days off. but not AT ALL relaxing. Mum has aggravated it. Can’t blame her. Forgetfulness comes with age and I can vouch for that. 
Cat’s taken HALF of the bed.
Thought I try playing computer games to make myself sleepy… which it does then when I lie down to sleep- I JUST CAN”T SLEEP.
Been toying with the idea of going part time or even just quitting but the latter choice is almost next to impossible because I need plan B which hasn’t even appeared yet. i.e. I don’t even know what plan B is.
Part time would mean less pay but heck – if I were in this for the money I would have said sayonara long long long time ago… the rewards ain’t enough man. Input >>>>> output. Input = work/effort. Part time would mean more time – for what? then? I’m the best hermit crab around – besides coming out to gymming. But part time would mean being a bit more happy? I dunno truthfully.
The run at the gym today was refreshing so much so when I came home, I wanted to go back.Ha. Running does relieve stress – a bit lah.
Why can’t I just not talk to people? Most tiring part of the job………………………………………………………………………….
5 km run in a week! Hahaha and I just stufffed myself silly last week at KL. ran 3km today (not continuously slowed down for a while) so good luck to me again! hahaha i lack discipline. What to do? Sometimes what happens at work dampens my mood SO badly I just don’t have the mental focus to even run 1 km.
Ok. Going off to attempt to sleep.
