Am having another of those ‘ why can’t I just be a tai tai’ moments again….. why is it so difficult? It has been a super black week… u think we see life and death everyday – we should be numb…but it’s sad when u become numb because when u reach that stage? life probably has knocked u around so much everything is just done becos of the sake of being done….. no more emotions no more passion no more anything.That’s sad ain’t it?
When we hear upon death of some thing or someone, we don’t feel numb. at least I don’t. I often wonder whether I could have done any better but the thing is who knows what will happen down the road?
I’m rambling here – it doesn’t matter if you don’t understand..because a whirl of emotions is going thru my head right now.
I wish it was easier. Sometimes we are here to help but sometimes I still feel like my arms are tied and no matter how much I want to help, I’m not doing anything to make it easier.
oh well.
ok. few more hrs of being a tai tai..and then off to work i go again. :S
