HAIYAH. Seems like hor. There’s this really big banner written all over my forehead: ‘Please misunderstand me.’
If my words you have read wrongly – I’m sorry.
If you are very stressed – I can only say – try to relax but I’m not sorry. Because no one is the world is not stressed. Even tai tais and the homeless are stressed.I face tremendous stress EVERYday (including off days cos I worry for my hospitalised cases) i work in a pressure cooker, I deal with life and death. Pls don’t come telling me you are stressed and you have every right to be nasty.
If you have been bearing with me – I am sorry but I didn’t know that. You could have told me nicely. I’m cool with it. I can always find accomodation.
If you didn’t really want to pass the PR documents to me- I’m sorry then.
If you didn’t want to help me with the PR – then tell me – I can cope on my own. and thank you for offering the help.
If you think that having someone’s hand go up and down your back and poking you is totally fine – I’m sorry that I offended your mother that day after a long time with bearing with it. As I said I should hv voiced it out nicely then.Even my best friend or mother or father or anyone the closest to me doesn’t do that.
If you think that I’m intruding your space while I’m there – I’m sorry for doing so. but don’t fret, I’m not going to.
If you think I was going to be rude to your landlady and not nice to your landlady – I’m sorry but u r wrong, I wasn’t planning to do so and I was planning to give her a token sum of at least 150 bucks.
If you think you r going to be stressed – it’s ok, cos i’m not going to be there.
IF you think having a fight like this is worth risking a friendship – then ok lor.
I’m sorry that I have been forthcoming and myself with you. I shouldn’t have and I should just keep to myself. I allowed myself to be myself when I didn’t see it coming – that I shouldn’t be- oh well. It’s my fault. My defenses I let down too fast. I should have behaved like I was talking to someone that I still can’t trust. Someone I thought wouldn’t accept me as who I am.
It’s not that easy to get chummy with me. My personal space is HUGE. But well, you haven’t invaded into it yet.
So many I’m sorry’’s already. can or not?
I’m upset obviously.
Don’t judge me for what I say and do – I can be very nasty and nastier than what u have seen.And I also can be very sweet and nice (although I’m puking inside) I can act that way as well.
You know what. WHATEVER LAH.
